From the monthly archives: January 2003
Feelings of loss is so great that the very life inside me has drained away and sickness has overcome me. I long to find some means of reversing the passage of time and undo that decision which has cost me so dearly.
Some day I will make myself free of you
and this invisible bond we share
Two people afraid to be together,
terrified to be apart.
Wonder what will happen,
wonder why there is no end.
I need to get som closure on this pain,
forgetting all about you is my aim.
Aiming to make you feel,
aiming to make me heal.
I need to go from destruction to construction
and it takes a turn today
when I breake this tie,
today I say goodbye.
Didn’t know there could be soo many tears,
It feels as if I could go on crying for years.
I could do just about anything for you,
If you’d only let me to.
I hope to see your precious face again,
Even if I don’t know when.
My love for you is honest and sincere,
And all I want is to have you near.
I know you have the need to feel free,
Take your time but darling please come back to me.
What happened?
She fell, she fell several times
but she always rose to her feet again.
Did she have the ability to create close relationships with other people?
Yes, she had that ability even though she strongly denied it.
What happened to her anyway?
Well, something went wrong. After a while she disappeared.
Not at once but graduly. She had no real explanation.
Maybe she was disappointed; maybe she had just dared
to show a part of her needs and didn’t get what she hoped for.
I don’t know. We speak sometimes.
In the silence I can hear her voice.
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